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Goodbye (ft Sumibraxis of Toothgnasher and Leprekon)

from Last by Lucidstatic

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Dear mom and dad
I'm sorry it's come to this and I never believed I'd write this note
This isn't your fault and it isn't goodbye
I'm making the invisible tangible
Every day I look at myself in the mirror and see a scar
Raised and calloused to the stimulus the rest of you respond to
My inner self looks like a burn victim trying to smile
I feel sick and hurt and tired and beaten
I've lived loved hurt laughed cried and accomplished
I've done it swallowed it snorted it and shot it
I'm done and I'm sorry
I love you, take care of my brother to see he goes forward better than I have
To my friends, sorry I couldn't face you anymore couldn't repeat the same worries or share in your laughter
Sorry I couldn't say what was on my mind what was wrapped around my stomach like a vice
We had a time and this is separate and apart from you

Drawing chalk outlines of who I used to be
Drawing lines between points a thru z
Drawing attention from the disaster left in my wake
Drawing lines across your faces, too many hours awake
Can't sleep can't dream can't find the light
I stopped trying to fight and swam the sea of despair
I saw sweet oblivion and chose to swim to the surface
Breathe in some fresh air
This isn't a goodbye
Til death do us part. This is a bittersweet tragedy.
This isn't goodbye
I'm sorry
Enjoy tomorrow for me
This is the last......

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from Last, released May 12, 2016

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Lucidstatic Anchorage, Alaska

From the cold landscapes of Alaska comes a talented new artist. With their prolific blend of glitch, breakcore, industrial, and idm, Lucidstatic is by no means an imitator, but rather an innovator of the hard electronic sound. Effortlessly fusing addictive rhythms with slicing beatwork and thought-provoking samples to create sonic compositions that grab the listener by the tympanic membrane. ... more

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